Welcome – as I trace my Estonian family history
Join me in my adventures in reading and writing
Join me in my adventures in reading and writing
Welcoming all Book Clubs! Book Club members have engaged with the personal story of how my Estonian family survived during WW2. They have also appreciated the broader saga of how Baltic patriots fought for their country’s independence.
Find a Book Club discussion guide at the back of my book. Use the contact form to let me know how I can support your Book Club during your discussion.
You can find my book as a paperback and as an E-book at your favorite book distributor. Look for the audiobook, narrated by the talented Kiiri Sandy through Audible and Spotify.
My grandfather, Jaan Vares, 1939
Before war broke out in Estonia in 1939, my grandfather, Jaan Vares, was a successful physician, a former Mayor of his hometown of Viljandi, and a prominent town leader. After watching many of his colleagues, neighbors, and friends deported to Siberia by the Soviets, he was forced in 1944 to leave everything behind, an exile that lasted for the rest of his life.
My Grandmother, Elise Vares, 1949
My grandmother, Elise Vares, was an organizer who liked to keep her household in order. For years, she managed my grandfather’s medical practice. Then, when war broke out, she watched as her life fell and those whom she loved most in the world died.
My aunt, Asta Vares, 1939
Idealistic and patriotic, my mother’s sister, Asta, fought with her fiancé, Bruno, to resist when the Soviets occupied Estonia at the beginning of World War II. Their struggle was doomed to fail.
My mother, Kaia Vares, 1939
My mother was only 18 when the war in Estonia began. Doggedly determined to survive, she found ways to help her family to escape, first from Estonia and then from the Eastern section of Germany before it was taken over by the Soviets.
Publishing News
Great news — I am ecstatic to report that Candles for the Defiant has been awarded a bronze medal by the Colorado Independent Publishers Association for being among the best books published in 2024 in the category of biography/memoir.
Readers and reviewers have also been giving Candles for the Defiant stellar reviews on Amazon and Goodreads.
To hear Kiiri Sandy’s amazing voice narration of Candles for the Defiant, check out the sample below.
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